because of what happen last year, i kinda dreaded "the day" coming.

i waited for almost 6 hours before u turn up and act as if it was no big deal.

i voiced out my unhappiness and u told me not to be petty.

we join the rest like usual. squash & mj

and that was it.

my mum promise me she would make my favourite dishes on that day.

and she called to cancel cox she's afraid that my nephew is hungry by the time i come home for dinner. and the whole family ate without me.

and that was it.

i dun need fancy dinners, huge parties or expensive gifts.

i just need to feel that whatever action u take, it comes from your heart.

and that was it.

the beauty of it all

finally. a quiet moment in the office.

it hasn't been exactly been that peaceful recently. the tension in the office makes one go crazy. and as usual, i have been warned that it's a strict no no to rant in the blog.

sad to say, i dread coming to work.. dun get me wrong, i love my job.

just that the aura in this place has turned into a nightmare for one to step in.

and the rate for your blood to boil is so freaking fast that it really takes a strong heart to enter into this place.

the only consolation is to knoe that pple are still willing to listen to my rantings.

it's just simply a great relief to have great friends to remind u that it's worth every single moment to be alive.

and i would have to thank God for blessing me with true friendship instead of beauty. hahah.

talking about beauty. i almost choked to death when i logged onto my facebook this morning to find my younger days pictures posted up by my buddies.

imagine in the older times when there ain't any digital camera! they actually scan in the hard copies!

and these pictures that i have never thought i would get to see it for the rest of my life brings back great memories!

in actually fact, i didn't even remember taking it before!

but it really cracked me up. to see how amazingly "nerdy"n "naive" looking i was back then.

hahaha, so pple here's a sneak preview of how i look:

and just in case u couldn't recognise me, i am the one on the right.

well, go ahead and laugh. cox even i couldn't resist giggling non stop when i saw this picture. and joelyn looks like a princess next to me!

but hey, despite looking like that i actually had suitors!

hahahah, it also means that i have an "irresistible charming side of me" that attracts despite of my ugly appearance!

It's beauty that captures your
attention; personality which captures your
heart.