did i tell u i am having a feel fat month? and a feeel fat week + a feel fat day? i am just feeling fat every single moment. my arms are horrifying HUGE!!

recently i just have no urge to do anything. just wana lay back in bed at home everyday and be a lump of fats. eat chips.. drink coke... eat chips again.. watch my "lovely samsoon" who reminds me of myself. getting nearer to the 30 bench mark, fat and not hot like a model. but she has a kind heart and lovely character, which is much like me too.. hehehe.

haiz... when will my fat days be over? loads of festive seasons and birthdays coming up means i am going to gorge on mooncakes and BIG meals.. which means going on a diet after that! but i belong to the "gong nia" group. all say but no action.

god, please give me a push to make me a more hardworking girl...

haiz..

i have a problem. i guess all of us have more than one. and i'll bet non give 2 hoots about it. cox problems just pops back everytime i solve one. damn.

just the other day, i went to my sec gf's baby's one month celebration. there were 2 sms circulating. first one was invited on 1 st sept (friday)at 6.30pm. second one was to inform that date was change from 1st to 2nd sept (sat) 1pm..

friends who knows me would guess i went there on friday right? WRONG! i may be dumb but not stupid enough. i went on sat! but at 4pm, my friend called screaming that i tua her. then i was dumbfound cox i was wrapping her gift at home. turns out i didn't realised time was at 1pm and NOT 630pm. haiz.. i blew it again..

does the problem lies with me? haiz.. into depression once again.