u sure it's a holiday?

time checked: 3 days to my korea trip. technically it's 4 days since it's a after 12midnight flight.

luggage NOT packed. work NOT completed. handover sounds damn bloody far.

my room is in a huge mess. i am sleeping with like bags of chips near my bed.

suffering from mild depression. christmas presents NOT bought. christmas cards NOT written. christmas dress NOT found. all i have is a "feel short, feel fat n feel ugly" ME.

which is why it's leading me to depression. which explains the comfort food near my bed. which explain my size. and my foul mood.

the fact that my boss is lying in the bedroom watching tv is NOT helping either.and he can tell me that it's time for me to buck up.hah.

which makes me wana ask this: "u sure it's a holiday? how come i am feeling wornout before the fun starts?

i hate stabbers

if u have the guts, stab me at my heart.

Stab me where i can see you face to face. not from the back.

don't give me that u think u know everything and use all sorts of reasons to hit me below the belt. that's what i call an unworthy opponent.

if u think u can do that to me cause i am a weak female, i will show you the ruthless side of me where u would experience the meaning of " u can offend a cad, but never offend a woman".

if u wana stab me, make sure i am in such a pathetic state that i can never fight back. cause if i get up again, i will breathe down your neck so bad that u regret u ever try to stab me.

Fight like u will never fight again or u will be stabbed in return.