there are times when u feel down and lousy..

i keep getting these times recently..

i felt so f*cked when i forgot to buy medication for my mum.

i felt so f*cked when i didn't go church.

i felt so f*cked when my grandma couldn't recognised me.

i felt so f*cked when i should have clean my room but i choose to hide.

didn't really feel like going to work but didn't have a choice.

didn't feel like doing anything but hide.

i slept till my head hurts more than my heart..

where is my rainbow after the rain?