this gal has lost her confidence and seek peace in hiding.

she thinks that by hiding in her bed, her world might change for the better. she knows that it is a form of denial and she wish she could snap out of it too.

but at the very least her pillow can bring her the the only comfort that will not fail her, will not bitch behind her, will not mock her.

she choose to walk away not because she doesn't love him anymore. or to look for another greener pasture. she just simply wants to heal the wounds that is so deep that till today it hurts.

she doesn't need sympathy. this old lady just needs time because she's lost and she has to find her answers.

the hurt is deeply than you think..