Tuesday, August 05, 2008

my time seems to zoom pass me.

there are so many things to do and yet i just simply wana drop everything.

there will be times when i feel that i am just following the crowd and moving on with time.

Other times i will just snap back to reality and start to hang out with friends and pretend my life is normal as usual. let's recap what i did recently (in no particular order) :

  • went singing with beng and jaz.
  • celebrated mitch's bdae
  • saw the sunrise in east coast with kev
  • helped beng choose bdae present for dad
  • be a volunteer for a charity walk at fort canning
  • went butterfactory
  • did a new pair of glasses cox my eyesight is getting from bad to worse
  • had a potluck at cuzzie erik's place- "durian tiramisu" was rated not too bad
  • burger party at kev's house
  • Jas and TK's bdae dinner
  • mj session or was it sessions?
  • doing my auntie hubber stunts at watson's mega sales
  • "match making" session at karaoke
  • thai disco (yes, i dun believe it either)
  • "strip" so that i can remeber the pain
  • Sing fest at fort canning (special thanks to jason for making it happen!)
my memory is slowly lapsing into the recycle bin where i can hardly remeber what i did for these weekends. it took me a very long time to stare at the calendar and recall the list above. and they are jumbled..

more to come:
  • collection of altered dress (gathering dust at the shop for months)
  • shopping for gifts that were long overdue..
  • yangie's bdae dinner
  • boat trip!
  • Kelong "strictly no man" party
  • eyelashes perming/ brows trimming
  • Flashing of "Qimong" / IPL underarm
  • cleaning of room (which is like a legend)
  • bladding
  • connections with GOD
  • celebrating National day
  • girls night out for return of ice queen
  • more match making sessions and hopefully no more thai disco!
despite all these, i feel kinda empty. and i know i haven't been there when u need me the most.. i'm sorry.

when was the last time i've seen u?

when was the last time i spoke with my heart?

when was the last time i can type freely and express myself?

i dun remeber. which is why i say i am a lousy friend.

but i do know that having a blog and not being able to pour my frustrations freely is a horrible thing!

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